KD's Hypnoslut, the version that didn't get finished :(

i have an assignment and that is to write about what has happened over the past 2 days. i have until 7:00 tonight to finish my entry.... that's when Master gets home from golfing.

As luck would have it i have unexpected company tonight! So i have only part of my entry written and i beg Your understanding, Master, and i will come back to You here as soon as i can. i hope to be making You proud with my completed entry as soon as possible.

To Begin.....

On a day when my pussy never stopped flowing, and i never stopped floating, i'm asked to write about my experience and i don’t seem to be able to find the words. So Master gave me this sentence as a place to start, as a place to document what has happened over the past 2 days. These have been two of the most free and delightful days i have spent.

If someone were to listen in on the conversations that Master and i have, they’d probably see that ours are not unlike most between a dominant and a submissive. The difference in our conversations is that He speaks to my subconscious as well as to my conscious mind. He has access to my subconscious because i understand before “going in” that i will grant Him access to me while i am in a trance state. While in a trance state i completely understand what is going on and i can stop at any time.

Over the past months Master has continued to work with me to train my mind to focus on his voice, to focus on tasks at hand, to block out random thoughts, to focus on my body’s sexual responses and to focus on how i feel in response to belonging to Him. This is largely how i serve Him. Everything i do in service to KD is to follow Him where He wants to take me and to do what i can to bring light into His life in whatever way He asks. This is what He wants from me and this is what i try to give.

Master has given me some tools that keep me close to him, some concrete items that have emotional meaning and also evoke physical erotic responses. One tool is a visualization that I can feel him and touch him and even smell him and hold him close to me.... and if I hold, say, a large pillow, it is like holding him. I know he has given me this gift of comfort.

Another tool KD uses is the nipple shield. They have become a symbol of my being bound to Him so that when I see them or hold them or wear them, I feel that bond. Over the past two days I also discovered that when I wear them and then touch them I feel so very charged in Master’s pussy and it pulses and pulses and pulses. By the end of the day Monday, I had not let the shields out of my sight and wore them most of the day. I wore them to bed and awoke on Tuesday morning with one still on and holding the other in my hand.

By Tuesday morning i knew that i would crave have all three holes plugged by the end of the day. i knew that i would become increasingly aroused as the day wore on. i don’t have any specific recollection of having a conversation like that but i just knew. i knew it without thinking about it.

Master and I chatted on Monday night. i'm sure every sub has had the experience of having their minds worked and bodies worked in such subtle ways by the use of trigger words and combination of tone and sentence structure and all those other magical tools our dominants use in addition to the use of the heavier handed methods (smiles). So by Monday night when we talked and when we were talking with our group of friends, i'd been worked in a mind fuck sort of way the entire day and was ready to just sit with Him and serve Him by responding to Him in a way that i could hope to please Him.

So that Monday night with Master i felt myself slip easily into "flying" mode, so hyper tuned into every word, every expression. He had me edging as we spoke and i felt my excitement growing with certain words.... he'd encourage me with "good girl" and i'd feel tongues on my clit. He'd say something else and i'd feel His cock inside pussy. He'd bring me close to orgasm then back away and do it again and back away and do it again and back away, and then sent me to bed.

And i had some intructions. i knew that by the end of the next day He and i would have some time in voice chat and i would crave to have Him plug my 3 holes. i'm sure there was more but i don't remember.... i just rode the most delish wave and followed Him. Voice chat could mean some time in hypnosis and those times are so very rare and to be cherrished. i was already on a cloud of bliss before i went to bed on Monday.

The hypnotism that Master uses sometimes is a wonderful tool and adds a huge dimension to our play and overall satisfaction of our time spent together (that's how i feel anyways :) ) and it has helped so much in my ability to focus on Him not to mention the focus that leads to erotic feelings.

He is able to hypnotise me with just a word now and then take me to the level of trance He desires.

(the good part is coming up ;) )