Power of Master's Suggestions

12:31 PM
Monday the 28th

Master, the nipple shields You chose for me are in a small oval white porcelain dish next to my computer. All morning i've felt led to come upstairs and pick them up. Sometimes i sit and hold them. i've looked at them and i've held them to my face. i have a compulsion to put them in my pocket and keep them with me. i can't do this openly because i am not alone today as i'd hoped to be. So i just do it quietly and discreetly.

i worked out this morning and did a few things around the house and showered later. While in the shower i had the first strong pussy stirrings of the day. my clit was hard to the touch and when the desire to fill Your pussy with something or anything, the clit thickened and doubled in size. The shampoo bottle is too big to fit! Not to worry, sometime today i must find something to fill Your pussy and do it. i came into my bedroom and picked up Your shields and put one on the left nipple. Just stroking it caused fire in my clit and in Your pussy.... and then i had to stop... i was interrupted but the feelings will remain and increase the rest of the day. Not sure how i know that but it seems to be what's going on now.

i am not sure how i know that i am not supposed to cum today but i know i won't. i feel as though the nipple shields are key today. i want to fuck myself badly. That's for You, isn't it, my Master..... i do know for sure that i'm to talk about it here.

4:40 PM

i can't seem to find the relief for the heat in Your pussy. i've worn the small dildo in it for the past hour or so. i have shields on under my bra. i've bent myself over a big leather chair with ass up while furiously rubbing my clit. i even "rode" the arm of the chair to fuck the dildo which i like to think of as Your cock.

When i put the shields on i felt the swelling and pulsing in my pussy but then i felt a sharpness running down my clit. can't really explain it but to say it was like an extra almost painful hardness. i want to get as close to cumming as we did last night, Master. i have to go do that now.

But before i do that i did take the dildo from Your pussy to lick it and suck it. God how i want Your cock.