Monday, April 7, 2008

Focus

i believe i have had an "ah ha" moment. It follows the line of thinking that where the mind goes so goes the body. i must do a better job keeping my mind where it needs to be so that the slut is fed. Somehow i need to do a better job at associating everyday, ordinary things to using them to trigger erotic thoughts and responses. i cannot even believe how vanilla my mind is when the coast is so totally clear to be the slut! i must learn to seize the opportunities always, in all ways, at all times.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

i am completely the opposite...insatiable and dark in thought in mind and body...but you are right with your ahh-ha moment. they are inextricably connected.

xx, m

crystalline said...

m,

you lucky girl you, very lucky girl ;) ... i wonder, is your mind in dark places most of the time? Has it always been so? Or did you or someone else train your mind so as to have your darkness become the instatiable thing that it is now?

-crys

sub lyn said...

My Master likes to give me a task where i have to find and send Him pictures of some number of objects around me that i could fuck myself with or that He could use to hurt me. That's definitely change the way i perceive the world around me!