Melting?

A few things are going on right now. This is going to be so whiny. And i'm still going to write it.

Work is insane. And i love it when it's like this. Even though i have so little left of me at the end of the day i love it. What i don't like is that it seems to take it's toll out of the quality of the rest of my life.

i love our clients (most of them). i love it that one of them has brought in TimBits twice in the last 2 weeks. i love her.

The lav times still happen but they are less frequent. Sometimes i just don't take the time to pee or even drink anything to make the pee. i know that is not healthy but the real downer is that all the concentration and attention to detail required to work means i can't spend as much quality time tempting Master's pussy with erotic thoughts.

i also have some new tasks to complete. These are tasks that are one time things and not ongoing. i like to get one time tasks done fast and guess what. They aren't getting done. That bothers me a whole lot. My new tasks are taking longer to complete that i like and i think that is a stress producer.

Not only am i being whiny but the tears are coming now. So girls, how do you do this? Do you ever have panicky feelings about messing up your tasking or not progressing? How do you balance it all?