Fitting Pieces

Does the need ever go away?

In the big picture of life, how important is it to be able to express this need to..... i dunno... serve in a way that facilitates the submissive parts interlocking with Dominant parts? To be used? To be required to achieve? i wonder if i will ever figure this out!

i thought i was all done with today's post and then i remembered that i must try to get to the point of whatever it is that makes me write this stuff. So here it is

sometimes i wonder if i create the need by feeding it and agreeing to it being fed.... or does it come naturally...

no.... i don't think i created it.