Sunday, January 11, 2009

Perspective Heals

i'm doing well. Things are sorting out. my former Master has been walking this release with me as the adjustment is huge for Him as well. He's set some boundaries which i respect. i respect a man who follows through. And it's all good.

There is no anger. There are many, many wonderful memories that still make me smile and laugh aloud. He and i have laughed together over many. It is His way of showing me the positive side rather than dwelling on the loss.

There is sadness because He and i had become very close and very much a part of one another's lives. i miss that. So does He. And because of that very intensity and depth our relationship had to end.

To new beginnings!

2 comments:

Tiggs said...

Boundaries are good and it sounds like you are both doing what you most need to do for YOU at the moment. But it is still just as difficult! I'm pulling for you, and very eager to see where this leads you!

Hugs,
Tiggs

crystalline said...

Thanks much, Tiggs... i have taken a LONNNNNG time to crawl out of my hibernation into the new :). Your encouragement is very welcome.

crys